tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35674702011-04-21T14:17:06.702-04:00Just some random whisperings from a rape survivor....sometimes i sleep with the moonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14598483347605828781noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3567470.post-775735622002-06-10T14:10:00.000-04:002002-06-11T07:59:03.000-04:00I have not posted anything to the website in a long time...... <br /> <br />because mostly I feel I have dealt with my issues regarding my rape. I don't think a survivor ever just never thinks about it again...or never has a flashback again....or is able to "get rid" of it completely because it is just is *so* life altering. But I do not let the men that did that to me control me....or how I live now. And I don't have the depression, flashback, daily chaos that infected my life when I started dealing with the rape. I still have flashbacks but they are once a month to once every 3 months. They don't last as long. They don't drain my energy or pull me down into the blackness. Because I have put what happened to me in the past and even though it is part of my make up it is not a cancer that felt like it was growing when I was so down and lost. <br /> <br />I am happy and free.....and hope that everyone else....will come to a place where they are happy and free too. <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3567470-77573562?l=moonaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sometimes i sleep with the moonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14598483347605828781noreply@blogger.com